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From Addicted to Redeemed Someone once told me, “It’s not about the test, it’s about the testimony.” Which, by definition, means to tell the story of how one came to Christ. That stuck with me because I always thought it was more about the test – the path I took to becoming a Christian. But the blessing lies in what happens after the test, not in what happened on the way. I grew up in Taylor, TX, and attended church since I was a baby. My parents ensured that I was raised in the church and that I was familiar with God. I didn’t know it at the time, but this would become instrumental in my finding my way back to Jesus. They laid that foundation for me. The Bible says, “Train up a child in the way he should go, and even when he is old, he will not depart from it.” (Proverbs 22:6) That would prove to be true. I accepted Christ as my Savior when I was 9 years old, in Sunday school. I thought I knew what it meant, and part of me did understand some things, but I didn’t really know what being a believer looked like and wouldn’t for a long time. The older I got, the more rebellious I became. Not only in the way I lived, but also in the way I treated my parents and others who were close to me. When I was 16, I ended up getting pregnant, which is one of those sins that I couldn’t just pretend didn’t happen and sweep it under the rug. This sin led to severe depression, which led to self-medicating with drugs and alcohol; it led to a multitude of sins. Looking back, I do believe that God sent my son to me to save my life. With the depression came thoughts of suicide, but I couldn’t leave my baby without a mother. God knew what he was doing. Even though I sinned, He still turned it around for good. Romans 8:28 says, “And we know that in all things, God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to His purpose.” During my drinking and drugging career, I became the kind of person that I didn’t want to be. I remember one time when I was drinking, I got so drunk that I rolled down a hill, threw up in a taxi – which cost me $100 – tripped on concrete stairs and hit my face so hard that I had a black eye for about 3 weeks...and I don’t remember any of it. I was in a blackout. That didn’t stop me. I continued drinking heavily. That’s how firm the grip of alcoholism had on me. I also remember a time when I was drugging, that I went out of town with some friends and right before I left, my pills got stolen. I had put a stash away so that I had enough to last me the whole weekend. I had to spend the entire trip withdrawing and I was so sick, I could not participate in anything that my friends were doing. So, one of the girls there mentioned that she had some pain pills and I offered to pay her for some. She told my friend, we got into a massive argument, and I spent the entire night in tears. I couldn’t wait to get home so I could get my fix. It was sad – pathetic really. That experience traumatized me. I have many, many stories like the ones I just shared. It became a way of life for me. All I could think about was my next fix. All I could do was seek out my next high. There were many times I probably should have ended up in jail or dead, but God had other plans for my life. After approximately 10 years of trying multiple substances and getting addicted to them all, after 30 days in rehab and 1 relapse, I finally hit rock bottom and got to the point where enough was enough. My husband was instrumental in bringing me to my knees in front of the cross. He threatened to leave me, and he had every right to do so. I was not the girl he married. I know that God used him to get through to me because nothing else was working. I got sober 1 year before he got home from the Army. He was stationed in Germany for 3 years. We were both completely different people by the time he got home, but I think I needed that time without him to get myself together. We were strangers when he came home, but through hard work, the decision to choose each other daily, and loving each other through the hardest parts, we fell in love all over again. We had to get to know each other all over again, and it was very difficult, but it’s a part of our story that I wouldn’t change. It made us the couple we are today. The thing about taking what this world has to offer to cope with life is that it’s only temporarily satisfying. The feel-good feeling always passed, and not only did it leave me wanting more, but it also left me with suffocating feelings of guilt and shame. On November 16, 2011, I hit my knees and pleaded with God to completely remove the desire for drugs and alcohol. I needed Jesus, NOT the things of this world. It was in that moment that I let go of trying to run my life and fully surrendered my life over to Christ, so He could lead and guide me down the right path, because I was headed in the wrong direction! The Bible says, “Don’t love this evil world or the things in it. If you love the world, you do not have the love of the father in you.” (1 John 2:15) And I had done just that – loved the world, but from that moment forward, that was all going to change. After I hit my knees and literally cried out to God, my tears immediately stopped and a peace like nothing I had ever felt before washed over me and covered me like a warm blanket. To this day, 14 years later, I remain sober, ONLY by the grace of God. I know that he can use the experiences that I’ve been through to help others. He gave me the spiritual gift of Mercy and I intend to utilize that gift to the best of my ability – to help others who are suffering, just like I suffered. When I accepted Christ as a young girl, I didn’t really understand much about what that meant, but today I do. God gave me a desire for Him instead of a desire to seek out what the world has to offer. Jesus made a way where there seemed to be no way, and He continues to do so. I have a passion in my heart for the things of Christ. I yearn to learn and grow in my faith. I long to build relationships with like-minded believers and have done so since attending Foundation Christian Ministries in Bastrop, TX. I have so many brothers and sisters in Christ who not only help keep me accountable, but they encourage me and pray for me all the time. It’s almost like the Lord “activated” my heart to want to go deeper in relationship with Him. That’s the only way I know how to describe it. I want to read God’s word, I want to attend church and be involved in discipleship, I want to serve. The old me is gone and the new me rejoices for what Christ has done in my heart and in my life. He brought me out of darkness, out of the pit of my own personal hell – into a new freedom I’ve never known. Does me being a Christian make me perfect? Absolutely not! Do I still fall short of God’s glory? Every single day! The difference is that I’m striving to become more like Christ and less like the world. More of you, Lord and less of me! This is my desire – to not live in sin, but to submit to the Lord day-by-day, moment-by-moment. I used to struggle with my identity, but now I know that my identity is IN Christ. I am loved by the creator of the universe! The Bible says that I’m a member of Christ’s body (1 Cor. 12:27), I have been chosen by God and adopted as His child (Eph. 1:3-8), I have been redeemed and forgiven of all of my sins (past, present and future) (Col. 1:13-14), I am complete in Christ! (Col. 2:9-10) Complete. That word holds a lot of meaning to me. When I was in the world, I was trying to fill a void that only Jesus can fill. Now, I’m complete. I’m whole. There is a God-shaped void in each of us, and Jesus is the only one who can fill it. The world offers many things, but none of them are sufficient. Christ is. He is enough. I used to be lost in the identity I got from what the world had to say about me, but in Christ, I am a NEW creation (2 Cor. 5:17)!! If you want what I have, it’s as simple as believing in the one who can change your heart and your life; Jesus!! He came so that we might have freedom from this world and from the ensnaring traps of the enemy. The Bible plainly says that you are saved by grace alone through faith alone (Eph. 2:8-9). It’s not through our own efforts that we are saved. It’s through the finished work on the cross – it’s a free gift that we are given; all we have to do is to receive it, in faith, repent of our sin (which means to turn away from sin and towards God), and we are eternally secure in Christ. We can KNOW that we are saved!! It says in Romans 8:38-39, “I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Thank the Lord that we can be completely forgiven of all sin (past, present, and future) and can be made whole in Christ!! What a gift!! He gives us a new heart and a new identity IN him. As for me, I know that Jesus is working in and through me to become more like Him. He is molding and shaping me into the woman he intended for me to be, that I might display the fruits of the spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. (Gal. 5:22-23) He has a plan and a purpose for my life. As stated in the Bible, Jer. 29:11 says, “I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.” I used to believe that I had no purpose, but I now know that it was a lie from the enemy. I am a new creation! I have freedom in Christ – freedom from the grip of addiction and freedom from the grip of the world. I am forgiven for my past, and therefore do not need to dwell on who I used to be because that’s not who I am today. Today, I am a child of God! I am a wife, a mother, a Nana, and my heart is filled with gratitude and thanksgiving for the chains that have been broken in my life. Looking back, I can see where God protected me from harm. He used my husband to get to the heart of the matter with me and to bring me to my knees. I didn’t want to lose my family, my husband, my children. I thank God for restoring my marriage and continuing to work in me to make me a better wife and mother. The Lord is my strength and salvation! He is my protector, provider, and healer. All glory to the most-high God, my King and redeemer of my soul. I praise God for all He’s done in my life, and I look forward to all that He has in store for me. Abiding in Him To abide simply means “to live or to dwell”/Addiction led me to a certain kind of hell Addiction is like trying to breathe/with a rope around your neck It’s like seeing that yellow line/but you’re unable to avoid the wreck. It takes away all the ones you love/and all that you adore And turns you into someone/you utterly abhor. It obliterates your dreams/and all your sense of hope And replaces it with endless thoughts/of nothing more than dope. The color of my eyes/turned from blue to black as night I tried to look down the tunnel of life/but at the end, I saw no light. When I finally hit rock bottom/where there was no way to look but towards the sky That’s when the light began to shine/and I desired to want to try. The light, I realized, was Jesus himself/here to make me brand new I was able to walk out of that haze/even after all I had been through. Addiction, it’s true, took a part of me/and integrated itself inside But Jesus freed me from those chains/and now in Him, I abide!!
TESTIMONY VERIFICATION STATUS: Unverified

TESTIFIER:

Dawn Sanchez


PASTOR:

Pastor Chris Pena


LOCATION:

United States


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